Thursday, June 18, 2009
My exam has ended but I don't feel any good. It was oral exam today and I dont think I've done well. I could really feel that the teacher kinda dislike me (in some sense). May be it's because I didn't work hard and my speech didn't impress her.
I was feeling so great last night after I had a chat with my colombian and canadian friend. They are much older than me but I feel good to be with them. I think I can learn a lot of things from them. My canadian friend is an architect and I was telling her about my dream. I wish to become an architect too. It is not a blank dream. It's possible just that I don't really know if I'm ready for it yet. Others always tell me that it's really tough. You have to suffer throughout the 5years in the university and it's breath-taking. I heard that architecture students often have to stay up the whole night for their work. I know how I am.I know I cant endure much and Im so scared.She told me that she thought of giving up several times but she felt that if she gave up it would be wasted. I can imagine how I will be. I think I will cry several times and will regret for choosing it while I know that I do like it. Hmm..sounds a little ironic but it's true. Two of them gave me passion to try and to succeed. I was so into the conversation last night.
Im so blur right now because Im hungry.So will just end it like this.hahaha
I was feeling so great last night after I had a chat with my colombian and canadian friend. They are much older than me but I feel good to be with them. I think I can learn a lot of things from them. My canadian friend is an architect and I was telling her about my dream. I wish to become an architect too. It is not a blank dream. It's possible just that I don't really know if I'm ready for it yet. Others always tell me that it's really tough. You have to suffer throughout the 5years in the university and it's breath-taking. I heard that architecture students often have to stay up the whole night for their work. I know how I am.I know I cant endure much and Im so scared.She told me that she thought of giving up several times but she felt that if she gave up it would be wasted. I can imagine how I will be. I think I will cry several times and will regret for choosing it while I know that I do like it. Hmm..sounds a little ironic but it's true. Two of them gave me passion to try and to succeed. I was so into the conversation last night.
Im so blur right now because Im hungry.So will just end it like this.hahaha
ting tong, 11:43 AM.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Why do I feel that everything irritates me?
Now I wish to go home as fast as I could. I'm bored of everything now and I'm broke too! :(
My brother's Beijing trip has been cancelled because of H1N1.Thank you very much. My family dared to go to Japan but dare not to come to China. Which do you think is scarier?
I had my chinese writting exam today and I can say that it was totally crap. I left 24marks undo.hahahahaha.. You won't be able to guess how am I now. I skip school so often that teachers begin to dislike me! =x
I guess I'll study for the reading exam tmr! T.T
Now I wish to go home as fast as I could. I'm bored of everything now and I'm broke too! :(
My brother's Beijing trip has been cancelled because of H1N1.Thank you very much. My family dared to go to Japan but dare not to come to China. Which do you think is scarier?
I had my chinese writting exam today and I can say that it was totally crap. I left 24marks undo.hahahahaha.. You won't be able to guess how am I now. I skip school so often that teachers begin to dislike me! =x
I guess I'll study for the reading exam tmr! T.T
ting tong, 1:27 PM.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Hi blog!
You must have been missing me!
Suddenly blogspot is blocked in China. I dont know the cause and dont really care to know. I'm accessing to it via Hotspotshield.Quite inconvenient but no choice.
I'm still 'wasting my time' in Tianjin now but it'll not be so long from now. I still dont know the exact date for my departure but it'll not be so longgggg. Yippy! And people! see u in Singapore in July ^^ I'm planning to visit and permission has been given.
For update, I have been going through really really a lot of things all this time.All the goods and bads. I realised how young I was. I didnt face the real world which I thought it was real. It was a kid world.hahahahaa
My gang has gone back home and I'm alone. I'm not lonely! I'm using the time I'm having now to understand myself better and try to understand about what do I really want! hahahaa I think I sound so old! No! I'm mature. :)
I hope that all my friends are doing very well now. I'm really missing you guys eventhough we didn't talk much now but you guys share memories in a part of my life so how could I forget you guys hah? I'm really missing u!
Ps. welcome the new reader(s) of my blog! I know that you have been reading my old posts this little while.hahahaha. pls know that I really love u na! :P
ting tong, 1:58 AM.